Boyfriend


Before my brother-in-law I’d been with 2 other guys.

In high school I had the same boyfriend for 1 ½ years. We never had sex. Lots of kissing and fondling, but no sex. I wasn’t ready. Sex scared me.

My freshman year of university I met a guy. He was a grad student. He asked me out a few times. I always declined because of my bf back home. One afternoon we hung out, not an actual date. I really liked him. Well, I broke up with my bf and started seeing the grad student. He was the 1st guy to fuck me. I was 17. He was 25.

We were together almost all of my freshman year. At the end of the year, he was graduating and taking a job in California where he was from. We broke up because there was no future in it for us.

The Summer after my freshman year, back home, I reconnected with a guy from high school. We’d graduated together. We started going out. He said he’d always liked me (I never knew) but I had a boyfriend. He was the 2nd guy I had sex with. We had a great Summer and were still together when things started with my brother-in-law. I hadn’t seen him since Winter break because he was going to school in Kansas. We talked almost everyday and had planned on being together this Summer.

After New York, my brother-in-law didn’t let up on me about breaking up with my bf and staying for the Summer. I thought things would cool off between us, but they didn’t. Really it was getting more intense. Every time he fucked me he told me to break it off with my bf. Finally I told him I would.

If I stayed for the Summer, I knew my bf would come visit. And with my brother-in-law was still fucking me, that couldn’t happen. My brother-in-law was right, I didn’t want to be sexually involved with 2 guys. When I talked to my bf about breaking up, he asked if I was seeing someone else. I told him I wasn’t. I could never tell him what was really going on. I used the excuse of us being apart for so long and me probably not coming home for the Summer. (That’s when I knew I would apply for the internship at my brother-in-law’s job.) My bf didn’t want us to break up totally, so we agreed to take a break.

When I told my brother-in-law, he wasn’t pleased but he accepted it… not without telling me I needed to break it off completely and not keep my bf hanging. I knew he was right. I just hadn’t accepted the fact that my brother-in-law and I were together. Crazy I know. (March 2018)

Neither of my boyfriends had ever cum inside me. In my mouth, yes. Not in my pussy. They always used condoms. My 1st time, I forgot about protection. My boyfriend didn’t. He was always prepared. Same with my most recent bf. They were always ready in that way. They never forgot. My brother-in-law’s was the 1st  load of cum I took up in me. Our 1st time was such a shock; a condom was not a thought. Being married, he wouldn’t have one. Later he told me he thought about it but wanted to feel me bare. Since that 1st time, I’ve never asked him to use a condom and he’s never offered.

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