Break Up
It was time for me
to end it.
My brother-in-law told me to do it back in March.
Things with my sister’s husband only intensified while I stayed at their home when she was away. It was so extreme getting fucked by her husband in their bed. Before that week, I kept waiting for things cool down. I couldn’t have predicted the opposite happening.
Then there was Puerto Vallarta. My sister was right there and she was clueless her husband was fucking me daily. Being with him like that was unthinkable yet it heightened the intensity between us more.
He always said we can’t go back and change what we started. We needed to see it through. He said I needed to take my focus off my sister and pay attention on what was happening between us. Finally, I understood what he meant.
My boyfriend and I had agreed to take a break. My brother-in-law told me I needed to end it completely. I knew he was right. I hadn’t seen my bf since Winter Break because we were both away at school. When I 1st talked to him about breaking up, that’s when he convinced me we should take a break instead. It had been 2 months.
When we spoke, he asked again if I was seeing someone else, again I said no. He could never know the truth. I told him because we wouldn’t see each other all Summer (because I wasn’t coming home), it was time to end it. I needed to move on and so did he. That was in May and we haven’t spoken since. Right after, he called a few times and text, but my brother-in-law said it was best I not respond. So, I didn’t. (May 2018)
Since then, I’m still learning how to handle my brother-in-law’s fuckings. Every time he puts himself inside me, the feeling makes me crazy. I know he’s my sister’s husband, but I can’t help the way it feels. He stretches me beyond what I think I can take and goes deeper than I knew possible. It’s not only his size, it’s also his energy and power. Being with him, I know breaking up with my boyfriend was the right thing to do because I could never go back.
My brother-in-law told me to do it back in March.
Things with my sister’s husband only intensified while I stayed at their home when she was away. It was so extreme getting fucked by her husband in their bed. Before that week, I kept waiting for things cool down. I couldn’t have predicted the opposite happening.
Then there was Puerto Vallarta. My sister was right there and she was clueless her husband was fucking me daily. Being with him like that was unthinkable yet it heightened the intensity between us more.
He always said we can’t go back and change what we started. We needed to see it through. He said I needed to take my focus off my sister and pay attention on what was happening between us. Finally, I understood what he meant.
My boyfriend and I had agreed to take a break. My brother-in-law told me I needed to end it completely. I knew he was right. I hadn’t seen my bf since Winter Break because we were both away at school. When I 1st talked to him about breaking up, that’s when he convinced me we should take a break instead. It had been 2 months.
When we spoke, he asked again if I was seeing someone else, again I said no. He could never know the truth. I told him because we wouldn’t see each other all Summer (because I wasn’t coming home), it was time to end it. I needed to move on and so did he. That was in May and we haven’t spoken since. Right after, he called a few times and text, but my brother-in-law said it was best I not respond. So, I didn’t. (May 2018)
Since then, I’m still learning how to handle my brother-in-law’s fuckings. Every time he puts himself inside me, the feeling makes me crazy. I know he’s my sister’s husband, but I can’t help the way it feels. He stretches me beyond what I think I can take and goes deeper than I knew possible. It’s not only his size, it’s also his energy and power. Being with him, I know breaking up with my boyfriend was the right thing to do because I could never go back.
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