This Is Us
I received this incredible email from my brother-in-law on
Saturday after being together all week. It really means a lot to me he
sent it.
My Sweet ——-,
I hesitate sending this for fear someone’s eyes other than yours might ever see it. I take that chance because although I’ve already told you much of what I’m about to write, I think it is important for you to see the words. I hope this message will be something you can look back on when we cannot be together.
I have the impulse to write this message to you even though your sister and our son have been home less than an hour after being away more than a week. The time we spent together, in their absence, was beyond anything I could have hoped. You never ceased to amaze me. Having you in the bed I share with you sister gave me immense pleasure. Am I despicable? Maybe. All I know is the way you received me, eagerly taking my dick in your sister’s bed, created a sexual potency we both agreed neither had experienced before.
Ending our 10 days together by surprising you with a getaway to San Juan was marvelous. Being out in public with you was a thrill. Holding you as we walked in the warmth of the day. Caressing you on the beach. Sucking your titties as you stroked my dick in the ocean. Fucking you in the pool back at the house. Then returning to the beach that night to fuck you under the stars. These moments and more made our time together a paradise I never thought possible.
Regret. Guilt. Shame. All emotions we have both shared because of what we are doing. I know you never want to hurt your sister. I know you only want happiness for her. I have never seen her happier than she is now as a mother. You have seen it for yourself. The 2+ years of trying to get pregnant and the pregnancy took a toll on your sister. It was difficult watching her go through those challenges. She’s said it was all worth it for the outcome, our son. In a very real and weird way, the same road that led us to having a child also led me to you and our new-found relationship.
Getting to motherhood changed your sister. It changed our marriage. Your sister’s libido is severely lacking and our marriage sexless. These consequences led me in a different direction. I love your sister and my goal is to support her. Her focus is where it needs to be, on our son. Right now, your sister is the happiest I’ve ever seen her. I want to keep her happy. To that end, she doesn’t need me making requests of her she is not capable of handling. With motherhood her primary role, our marriage and my needs within our marriage have been put aside. I have no problem with that because of you. Without you I am not sure how I would be handling the lack of intimacy in my marriage. You fulfill what’s missing. As far as I’m concerned, your sister need never get her sex drive back because you are holding it down for her in ways she never could. You need to understand you are the direct link to the peace in my marriage. Never doubt what you’re doing and how you’re doing it is having a positive effect on my relationship with you sister.
Not only are you satisfying needs your sister can’t, in doing so you are no match for her. Our physical and sexual connection is more potent than I’ve experience with any other woman, including your sister. I have a very high sex drive. You know this by now. In the past, I’ve always had to harness my urges because the woman I’m with couldn’t accommodate my desires fully. With you that’s not the case. You meet me right where I am and give everything. These past 10 days, I fucked you every day, multiple times daily. You opened to receive me every time I came for you. I’ve never experienced that with another woman. It felt as though your desire matched my hunger for you precisely. I’m not sure how someone so young and inexperienced can be as ravenous as you are, but I am very glad for it all. You blew my mind these past 10 days.
The fact that I am a married man, married to your sister, makes what we’re doing unseemly, but I don’t regret it. I would regret her finding out. That’s why I will make sure she never does. As for guilt, I’ve let that go. I have no intention of hurting your sister and you’re giving me more than I ever thought possible. So, I don’t feel guilty for coming for you the way I did nor for going all in on this relationship that has developed between us. As for shame, it only exists because we must hide what’s going on. In San Juan, we were together openly and there was no shame. What I felt was pride.
4 years ago, your sister and I exchanged vows and I made a commitment to her in front of family and friends. The first time we were together I made a commitment to you. The first time I tasted you, the first time I put myself inside you, I was making a commitment to you. Just as that first time when I felt you press down to take me deeper inside your body, you were making a commitment to me. The illicit nature of our actions meant we were putting everything aside and committing ourselves to a bond that can never be broken. I’ve said to you many times, we can’t go back and undo what we’ve already done. That is the very essence of commitment. The physical and sexual choices we’ve made have bound us together irrevocably. So, the commitment we share in private is no less meaningful than the one I made to your sister in public. In a way because of the illicitness of our relationship, our commitment takes precedence over anything else.
For sure we’ve chosen the road less traveled, the most difficult route. Therefore, we must protect the choice we’re making. We must take the necessary precautions to make sure our choice remains undiscovered. We don’t want to hurt anyone, especially your sister, and personally I never desire to see you hurt. I believe the person who would be most harmed, if our relationship is discovered, is you. Ironically, the best defense against anyone finding out is your sisterhood. Because of the relationship you have with your sister, you are the last person anyone would suspect of doing anything like this. That familial bond is our cover. The very thing that makes our relationship so improper is also the thing that protects us. Your sisterhood makes our truth implausible. That doesn’t mean we can be careless. We must continue to be cautious and vigilant. So far your sister is clueless and I want to keep it that way. Fortunately, she is not an overly curious or suspicious woman. And she trusts me. I am grateful for that trust and will use it to our advantage. My goal is to be with you more often than not and I will do whatever it takes to shield us from prying eyes in order for us to be together enjoying each other’s company.
Many times we’ve asked what if your sister finds out? It has been 2 months and she doesn’t suspect a thing. I don’t believe that’s going to change. So, the question we should be asking is… what if she never finds out? It is more likely she won’t find than she will. So, we need to see this through for as long as it lasts. We’re in a rare place. Let’s not squander this opportunity by worrying about the worst possible outcome. Let’s indulge ourselves by relishing every moment we have together. Let’s live in the unabashed scandalousness of our relationship. Let’s own it and honor it by finding ways to be together whenever and however possible.
——-, you never cease to amaze me. You are a wonder in ways too numerous to mention here. I am a very lucky man for sure. In bed this morning, as I fucked you, you told me you didn’t want it to end. Every time we’re together you show me your thirst for me, your desire for our togetherness. These past 10 days were only the beginning. I want you more than ever before. I’m not ready for this to end either.
You’ve put your trust in me. I promise to protect you and our relationship. You’ve given me so much and I am going to give you more and more. I have plans for us. Our Summer is going to be epic. (May 2018)
My Sweet ——-,
I hesitate sending this for fear someone’s eyes other than yours might ever see it. I take that chance because although I’ve already told you much of what I’m about to write, I think it is important for you to see the words. I hope this message will be something you can look back on when we cannot be together.
I have the impulse to write this message to you even though your sister and our son have been home less than an hour after being away more than a week. The time we spent together, in their absence, was beyond anything I could have hoped. You never ceased to amaze me. Having you in the bed I share with you sister gave me immense pleasure. Am I despicable? Maybe. All I know is the way you received me, eagerly taking my dick in your sister’s bed, created a sexual potency we both agreed neither had experienced before.
Ending our 10 days together by surprising you with a getaway to San Juan was marvelous. Being out in public with you was a thrill. Holding you as we walked in the warmth of the day. Caressing you on the beach. Sucking your titties as you stroked my dick in the ocean. Fucking you in the pool back at the house. Then returning to the beach that night to fuck you under the stars. These moments and more made our time together a paradise I never thought possible.
Regret. Guilt. Shame. All emotions we have both shared because of what we are doing. I know you never want to hurt your sister. I know you only want happiness for her. I have never seen her happier than she is now as a mother. You have seen it for yourself. The 2+ years of trying to get pregnant and the pregnancy took a toll on your sister. It was difficult watching her go through those challenges. She’s said it was all worth it for the outcome, our son. In a very real and weird way, the same road that led us to having a child also led me to you and our new-found relationship.
Getting to motherhood changed your sister. It changed our marriage. Your sister’s libido is severely lacking and our marriage sexless. These consequences led me in a different direction. I love your sister and my goal is to support her. Her focus is where it needs to be, on our son. Right now, your sister is the happiest I’ve ever seen her. I want to keep her happy. To that end, she doesn’t need me making requests of her she is not capable of handling. With motherhood her primary role, our marriage and my needs within our marriage have been put aside. I have no problem with that because of you. Without you I am not sure how I would be handling the lack of intimacy in my marriage. You fulfill what’s missing. As far as I’m concerned, your sister need never get her sex drive back because you are holding it down for her in ways she never could. You need to understand you are the direct link to the peace in my marriage. Never doubt what you’re doing and how you’re doing it is having a positive effect on my relationship with you sister.
Not only are you satisfying needs your sister can’t, in doing so you are no match for her. Our physical and sexual connection is more potent than I’ve experience with any other woman, including your sister. I have a very high sex drive. You know this by now. In the past, I’ve always had to harness my urges because the woman I’m with couldn’t accommodate my desires fully. With you that’s not the case. You meet me right where I am and give everything. These past 10 days, I fucked you every day, multiple times daily. You opened to receive me every time I came for you. I’ve never experienced that with another woman. It felt as though your desire matched my hunger for you precisely. I’m not sure how someone so young and inexperienced can be as ravenous as you are, but I am very glad for it all. You blew my mind these past 10 days.
The fact that I am a married man, married to your sister, makes what we’re doing unseemly, but I don’t regret it. I would regret her finding out. That’s why I will make sure she never does. As for guilt, I’ve let that go. I have no intention of hurting your sister and you’re giving me more than I ever thought possible. So, I don’t feel guilty for coming for you the way I did nor for going all in on this relationship that has developed between us. As for shame, it only exists because we must hide what’s going on. In San Juan, we were together openly and there was no shame. What I felt was pride.
4 years ago, your sister and I exchanged vows and I made a commitment to her in front of family and friends. The first time we were together I made a commitment to you. The first time I tasted you, the first time I put myself inside you, I was making a commitment to you. Just as that first time when I felt you press down to take me deeper inside your body, you were making a commitment to me. The illicit nature of our actions meant we were putting everything aside and committing ourselves to a bond that can never be broken. I’ve said to you many times, we can’t go back and undo what we’ve already done. That is the very essence of commitment. The physical and sexual choices we’ve made have bound us together irrevocably. So, the commitment we share in private is no less meaningful than the one I made to your sister in public. In a way because of the illicitness of our relationship, our commitment takes precedence over anything else.
For sure we’ve chosen the road less traveled, the most difficult route. Therefore, we must protect the choice we’re making. We must take the necessary precautions to make sure our choice remains undiscovered. We don’t want to hurt anyone, especially your sister, and personally I never desire to see you hurt. I believe the person who would be most harmed, if our relationship is discovered, is you. Ironically, the best defense against anyone finding out is your sisterhood. Because of the relationship you have with your sister, you are the last person anyone would suspect of doing anything like this. That familial bond is our cover. The very thing that makes our relationship so improper is also the thing that protects us. Your sisterhood makes our truth implausible. That doesn’t mean we can be careless. We must continue to be cautious and vigilant. So far your sister is clueless and I want to keep it that way. Fortunately, she is not an overly curious or suspicious woman. And she trusts me. I am grateful for that trust and will use it to our advantage. My goal is to be with you more often than not and I will do whatever it takes to shield us from prying eyes in order for us to be together enjoying each other’s company.
Many times we’ve asked what if your sister finds out? It has been 2 months and she doesn’t suspect a thing. I don’t believe that’s going to change. So, the question we should be asking is… what if she never finds out? It is more likely she won’t find than she will. So, we need to see this through for as long as it lasts. We’re in a rare place. Let’s not squander this opportunity by worrying about the worst possible outcome. Let’s indulge ourselves by relishing every moment we have together. Let’s live in the unabashed scandalousness of our relationship. Let’s own it and honor it by finding ways to be together whenever and however possible.
——-, you never cease to amaze me. You are a wonder in ways too numerous to mention here. I am a very lucky man for sure. In bed this morning, as I fucked you, you told me you didn’t want it to end. Every time we’re together you show me your thirst for me, your desire for our togetherness. These past 10 days were only the beginning. I want you more than ever before. I’m not ready for this to end either.
You’ve put your trust in me. I promise to protect you and our relationship. You’ve given me so much and I am going to give you more and more. I have plans for us. Our Summer is going to be epic. (May 2018)
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